Balance vs. Dependency
Posted: March 26th, 2014, 6:19 pm
Biggest picture for why I love improv is that mutual affection for an art form brings to light skillsets I lack or never even thought of.
I can endlessly work on character to the point of obsession... and fall out of balance in areas where others are excelling: structure, ability to comprehend patterns, wordplay, movement, etc.
The example I'll always be chasing is that pattern work feels like a betrayal away from real emotionality. But Ive learned that's not inherently true. I didn't have the pilot hours to make that judgement.
But another example would be creating energy that excludes others versus energy that includes EVERYONE. Even that person who highlights my insecurity. The juxtaposition never even occurred to me for years. Didn't realize total inclusion was posssible in scenes or games. Now that's just one of many ways I was out of balance.
Because there are infinite value sets and skill sets I think balance vs. dependency can always work as a personal barometer. Or a kick in the pants. In the right direction or atleast a direction that isn't stagnant.
In this view, no improv theory is incorrect. There is only a parrellel to addiction or dependency which risks to close you off, make you complacent, or rather- throw you off balance. For this reason balance versus dependency cannot be taught or passed down like a book. It is up to the individual barometer of the player.
I'm a character addict. For years I hid myself behind a facade while onstage because I thought the audience wouldn't relate to the real me. Facing this fear helped to break through. I challenged myself to be ME onstage. Now this doesn't dictate that I always be myself in scenes- just that I call myself out in the future if I attempt to hide.
Whats one way you could become a better balanced player?
I can endlessly work on character to the point of obsession... and fall out of balance in areas where others are excelling: structure, ability to comprehend patterns, wordplay, movement, etc.
The example I'll always be chasing is that pattern work feels like a betrayal away from real emotionality. But Ive learned that's not inherently true. I didn't have the pilot hours to make that judgement.
But another example would be creating energy that excludes others versus energy that includes EVERYONE. Even that person who highlights my insecurity. The juxtaposition never even occurred to me for years. Didn't realize total inclusion was posssible in scenes or games. Now that's just one of many ways I was out of balance.
Because there are infinite value sets and skill sets I think balance vs. dependency can always work as a personal barometer. Or a kick in the pants. In the right direction or atleast a direction that isn't stagnant.
In this view, no improv theory is incorrect. There is only a parrellel to addiction or dependency which risks to close you off, make you complacent, or rather- throw you off balance. For this reason balance versus dependency cannot be taught or passed down like a book. It is up to the individual barometer of the player.
I'm a character addict. For years I hid myself behind a facade while onstage because I thought the audience wouldn't relate to the real me. Facing this fear helped to break through. I challenged myself to be ME onstage. Now this doesn't dictate that I always be myself in scenes- just that I call myself out in the future if I attempt to hide.
Whats one way you could become a better balanced player?