mpbrockman wrote:
I'm still curious about my apparent drift from being a pretty strong "P" to just barely a "P". Is this an age thing? Am I getting more judgmental as I get older? If so - is this a function of experience or a hardening of the psychological arteries? Is it just a random testing anomaly? Anyone else run into this?
The basic flaw in the test is that it's a self-assessment test. This makes it subject to your own impression of yourself. Sometimes this is for noble reasons, NFs for example tend to evaluate themselves against what they think they 'should' be, thus might say they're not compassionate on a question (steering them away from NF) when they feel they don't do enough, even though their friends would say they were much more compassionate them most.
However, even if you're honest with yourself, the test asks about a lot of behavior, so there's a judgement call to be made between answering based on your natural tendencies, vs answer based on what you really do after a lifetime of learning to find balance and learning from mistakes.
For the 'honest' natural eval for the test, one should answer as if it's your best friend's thoughts about you on a bad day. That's the one that's going to yield the best 'box' to be put in.
Of course, there are exceptions. And the amazing Michael Brockman is probably one of those. The MBTI is really just 3 axes that cut a swath through a cloud of unique personalities. Whenever you cut something into pieces, you can call one piece something and another piece something else, but there's always going to be two bits that were right next to each other before the cut.
A good axis is one that tries to minimize these splintered bits. In some ways the MBTI does a good job at placing the cut. The N/S axis is fairly strong. The easiest test of N ability is the question "Can you explain it?" or "Can you predict it?" Weather it's improv or music or computers. Simply being able to do something isn't enough to be an intuitive about it.
Since Brockman regularly blows people's minds with insights about music, he's clearly an N.
Once that's established, the question becomes one of being a "social cooperator' or a "utilitarian" in how 'tools' are used. (See Keirsey II). The telling question here is "Is it better to do what's right or what works?" The social cooperator will tend to put more stock in other people's opinions, fears, concerns, desires, etc., even at the expense of accomplishing a goal. I've seen Michael perform enough mischief when he's been inspired, that I don't doubt he's a T.
The I/E axis is a fairly uninteresting one, as it doesn't really have opposites, as it's just a measure of the degree to which people include other people in their goals (introverts tend to write computer programs, novels, do book keeping, etc., while extroverts form troupes, armies, corporations, classes, etc.).
Finally, and here's the long winded explaination of why P/J varies, is because for i(N)uitives the P/J axis is the weakest. It makes more sense for (S)'s because it describes an approach to life and problem solving, but for N's who are already social or utilitarian, it only affects their internal feelings on the world. an INT, like yourself, is mostly concerns with goals and accomplishment than with the mechanism.
For the SJ, you'd follow the 'Rules'. For the SP you'd follow your 'gut'. The NTP doesn't care about the rules (SP trait) but also takes what works over their gut (T trait), so the axis is confused.
Still, I'd say you're clearly a P because when a strategy starts to fail (NT trait) you'd fall back to tactics (SP trait) versus logistics (SJ trait).
We know that know battle plan survives contact with the enemy. If we draw a parallel to an improv song, and something goes wrong, I think you're more likely to improvise a new plan on the fly than fall back to a pre-prepared 'plan b'). This is why INTJs (like myself) can fall into analysis paralysis (thinking too much in the moment), something I don't see you doing.
Hope that helps!!